heads or tails?

i know

some good people

who call themselves

buddhists 

but how the hell

can anyone

BE

a buddhist?

ANATTA dammit.

and you can't

BECOME enlightened

for fuck's sake.

bottom line:

suffering originates in

the human desire

to BE something other

than nothing. 

seriously.

if i smoked,

i'd light up

and throw a penny 

in the air.

heads or tails?

god, i'm an asshole

tonight.

i need a kiss and

a mirror.